Here is my Story about Babies .
Qing and I were talking of having a little Girl way before my first Trip to see her . We even had picked a name already for her ( Angelia ) . When I was in Shanghai last for the Interview , we both went to this very famous Doctor ( in china ) that helps with People that have trouble conceiving . I do to this day , have Herb's at Home that I use every day to bust my Count up some notches . Qing drinks her's , which is Cooked first . Three weeks ago , we both thought .. she was Pregnant and did the at Home self-test . That was a negative though . So , we still look at it .. if it happens great ( of course after thinking it over and over because of my and Qing's age ) if not that's ok too . Her Mom really want's a Grand-daughter , but .. it's us bringing it up .. so it's not all rosey . I know very well , how much work a little one can be and being a young teen or adult doesn't make it one bit easier . Let's just say , it's in God's hands .