I hope you will understand that I had to write this and to send it somewhere where it would be understoof and honoured.
I have shared much with you guys and it helps to share this withyou....but I wish, wish, wish I did not have to.
I have had a long life, a good life....a lot of "normal" some real highs and some real lows......about normal I guess. I thought that at my age, with my "wisdom" and experience, very little could belt me into the gutter, could reduce me to helpless tears...
I got that dreaded knock at the door...2 policemen gently told me that my beloved Son-in-Law, Steve had been killed in a car crash.
Gone is the boy who was a close to me as if he was my biological Son, a Man who was one of the best...a friend, a wonderful Father to my 2 beautiful Grandsons and a Man who was the love of the life of my beloved Daughter.
To the drug crazed maniac who robbed us all of this Man....you Bastard...I cannot wish anything but total misery for you for the rest of your useless life.
You better keep looking over your shoulder after you get out of Jail (but probably you will get away with it under some pretense of a broken childhood or somesuch)...because I will be there.